The
old man flooded the house with photos. They were propped up on every available
surface in the small, comfortable sitting room. They hung on the wall, filled
the mantelshelf and side tables, and leaned precariously along the numerous
bookshelves. There were more photos up in the bedroom and they were all of one
subject and one subject only – photos of his love. He had rifled through
drawers in the desk and in the boxes under the bed searching for them, at once
furiously trying to hold on to her familiar presence and fearful lest he forget
the face he knew so well and loved.
There
were pictures with her family and friends – such warmth; there were portraits
for theatre programmes – so beautiful; characters she had played –such passion;
holiday snaps from the Welsh hills and the Scottish Isles – so carefree; walks
in the woods – quietly relaxed; at home – so happy; with the grandchildren – loving,
amused and concerned; so much life and so much love flowing out yet separated
from him by death. With more searching and excavation the pictures became
younger and younger – the face fresh and eager. She had even looked beautiful
in uniform.
Time
passes.
There
are not so many pictures now, only some very special ones. She is there in the
room but her presence is in the host of memories – memories of her love, her
laughter, her pain, her passion, her worries, her insights, her dark times, her
amusement, her work, her concern for others, her intellect and her love of
life. As these memories live then the treasured face appears, and it is much
more than a series of still photos from the past.
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